{"id":1,"date":"2025-04-13T18:14:29","date_gmt":"2025-04-13T18:14:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/serenamower.com\/?p=1"},"modified":"2025-06-14T22:06:39","modified_gmt":"2025-06-15T02:06:39","slug":"oxymoronic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/?p=1","title":{"rendered":"Oxymoronic"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I am an absent presence,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

festering in my comfortable misery,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

feeling alone in a room full of people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am a wise fool,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

full of knowledge and excessive thoughts,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

all of which leads me to further ruin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am a living sacrifice,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

surviving so that others can live happily,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

so that they can believe it’s all okay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am an anxious free-spirit,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

surrounded by endless possibilities,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

silently bearing the weight of the unknown.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am a controlled chaos,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

containing my destruction within to spare others,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

leaving behind a path of lies to comfort people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am an open secret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My emotions written all over paper,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

but their true meanings are a mystery to even me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am an absent presence, festering in my comfortable misery, feeling alone in a room full of people. I am a wise fool, full of knowledge and excessive thoughts, all of which leads me to further ruin. I am a living sacrifice, surviving so that others can live happily, so that they can believe it’s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"wp-custom-template-regular-post-with-content-title","format":"link","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1","post","type-post","status-publish","format-link","hentry","category-poetry-corner","post_format-post-format-link"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":122,"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1\/revisions\/122"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serenamower.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}